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  <pubDate>Fri, 04 Dec 2009 21:12:43 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Selling my spare tabletPC.</title>
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  <description>Figured I&apos;d post this here to see if anyone&apos;s interested in a laptop. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Genuine Windows&amp;reg; Vista&amp;reg; Business,  &lt;br /&gt; Intel&amp;reg; Core&amp;trade; 2 Duo Processor T5600 @ 1.83GHz  &lt;br /&gt; 3GB DDR2 SDRAM &lt;br /&gt; 500GB Seagate Harddrive  &lt;br /&gt; DVD SuperMulti dual layer drive,  &lt;br /&gt; 12.1&amp;rdquo; XGA Display &lt;br /&gt; Intel&amp;reg; Graphics Media Accelerator 950 &lt;br /&gt; Intel&amp;reg; PRO/Wireless 3945ABG (802.11a/b/g) Bluetooth V2.0  &lt;br /&gt; 5-in-1 Bridge Media Adapter  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It&apos;s a tablet-PC where you can write/draw on the screen with a included stylus. I&apos;ve upgraded it with more ram and a bigger harddrive since I originally bought it. I really don&apos;t have much use for it now since my Grandmother bought me a netbook couple months back. It&apos;ll come with the laptop, power cord, and the bag. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m asking 500$ for it, and I&apos;ll cover shipping.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Lemme know if anyone&apos;s interested.</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 09 Nov 2009 09:53:19 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>Long overdue journal.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Well... a lot has happened since my last postings, which... heh... wasn&apos;t much more than sharing a youtube and a piece of artwork now that I look back on it. I&apos;m really, really digging living in the mountains of NC. I&apos;ve always wanted to live in the mountains and thanks to Jeremy and Emily, that&apos;s really coming true now. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m slowly starting to get on my feet again after the move and I have to admit that it&apos;s been rough. There have been times where I thought the move itself was a huge mistake on my part and I should just cut trails and move back in with my grandparents to start over from scratch but now that the dust has settled, I&apos;m glad that wasn&apos;t anything more than idle thought. I&apos;ve gotten a decent job a couple of towns over from Lake Lure. It isn&apos;t the best thing in the world, by far, but it&apos;s paying above my minimum living standard and I&apos;m thinking I&apos;ll be sticking around with it for awhile. I do miss my EDS job as much as I bitched and moaned about it, but that&apos;s mostly because I could rely on myself and myself alone to get my work done.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;With this job, I really have to put faith in my co-workers abilities to work too. This makes me a bit grouchy, but it&apos;s manageable. Though, if the trend continues, I may just lose my shit and deck one of them for being a lazy bitch (seriously, she over-breaks because she sleeps - which has caused me to have to wait 4 hours for my own break several times.) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The hours of the job suck; 12 hour shifts, 8pm to 8am. Light Industrial. This... has had effects on me that I didn&apos;t really see coming in the first place. But, I&apos;m very adaptable and I&apos;m getting use to figuring out my time so that I can have at least something of a social time with Jeremy and Emily on my days off. I feel bad that I didn&apos;t really get to hang out with Effie while she was here visiting, though. Though, if things work out the way I *hope* they do, I&apos;ll be making damn near 11.00 an hour in January, looking toward 14.95ish at the middle or end of the following year.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In other news, I&apos;ve lost 20 pounds since I moved here (happily 160lbs and expecting more). I think it&apos;s the job and the fact that the closest fast food is about an hour away (not counting Subway which is healthy, and the few cheap restaurants around here which are either sandwich, pizza, or Mexican.) Speaking of restaurants, there&apos;s this one groovy place down the road from the house that I think Matt would have a total hard-on when he walked in. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;http://www.lakesidepizzaonline.com/&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It really does have this sort&apos;ve Irish feel to the place, which I REALLY dig on. Other than that, I haven&apos;t visited a damn place in Lake Lure or Chimney Rock (which in itself is rather depressing since I&apos;ve lived here for nearly two months). Hell, I haven&apos;t even been into Asheville for a proper exploratory day. I either go there for business, or the once that I had to go in to get a new rim for my Mustang and errands for Jeremy and Emily.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I haven&apos;t had time to explore the land we&apos;re on either, but... it&apos;s all due to the job. I get home at 9am in the morning and sleep until 4:30, proceed to wake up for an hour, try to choke down some food that my stomach is insistently refusing, then head out of town for work by 6:30 so I can get to the plant about 20 minutes early (or have extra time for a stop or whatnot).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Emily wants me to put in an application for the place she works at for 8.50 an hour part-time, but I don&apos;t think I want to give up the stability of this manufacturing job for something where I can&apos;t be guaranteed to make enough money a week, that and I think that job would cause me to lose my temper. I really don&apos;t know. It&apos;s 10 minutes away from home, but... See above.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Another casualty to the job is D&amp;amp;D and my artwork. I really miss sitting down and gaming with everyone and having a good time. I do. We haven&apos;t had a game since I started the job, either...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Which leads over into the next topic I just thought of. Jeremy prodded me the other day and wondered if I was feeling depressed, I honestly told him no. But, upon reflection in these long nights of awakening, I... I&apos;m not sure if I am or not. I&apos;ve been reading some articles here and there since he asked me, just to inform myself of the &amp;quot;signs&amp;quot; of depression and several keep popping up that I think might be fact in regards to me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Feelings of helplessness and hopelessness.&amp;quot; - I will admit that I do have these frequently. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Loss of interest in daily activities.&amp;quot; - I&apos;ve stopped drawing as much as I use to, I&apos;m not really too interested in gaming and only do it to pass time (even then it&apos;s not really that enjoyable), I don&apos;t do anything in my Mustang (speeding, fast curves, loud music, etc) anymore, a few more topics I can&apos;t really think of.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Appetite or weight changes.&amp;quot; - BIG one here. I haven&apos;t been eating much more than a meal and a half a day, if at that. I don&apos;t want to go grocery shopping for things I could eat through the night (quiet quick fixes and such), and I&apos;ve lost 20 pounds like I mentioned before.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Sleep changes.&amp;quot; - Partly because of the job, partly because I want to stay up and be sociable. I did pass out for about 13 hours on Friday, slept Saturday for hardly 6 hours, and Tonight I took a nap for about 4 hours (Stayed up from 8pm Saturday night until 7:40-something Sunday, napped until 11:45).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Psychomotor agitation or retardation.&amp;quot; - Sometimes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Loss of energy.&amp;quot; - I don&apos;t want to do shit. Enough said.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Concentration problems.&amp;quot; - I&apos;ll admit I have a memory of a swiss cheese goldfish sometimes, so I&apos;m not counting this.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;quot;Thoughts of death or suicide&amp;quot; - .... Bwahhahahaha. Fuck that. It&apos;s the cowards way out.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So, maybe I am depressed and I just haven&apos;t realized it. Not that I really care right now, anyway. It&apos;s odd, people drink when they&apos;re depressed or upset right? I don&apos;t want alcohol. There&apos;s a full bottle of Chopin in the &apos;fridge that... I really don&apos;t want to touch. It&apos;s a confusing response to me because I really, really, really fucking love Chopin and Jeremy/Emily bought it to replace the half they drank during the Halloween event (thanks you two) since I had bought the first bottle myself (aaaand.. killed half of it within 30 minutes by accident. Oops).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I dunno what I&apos;m going to do about the bottle. I might just give it to those two to drink as they please if they eventually get tired of the bottle-of-wine-a-night habit.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;By now, I&apos;m just rambling because it&apos;s 4:44 AM and I&apos;m not sleepy... despite all the *fucked* sleep I&apos;ve had this weekend. Goddamnit. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So yeah, there you go.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Edit: On second thought, I think I&apos;m going to go have a shot or three of that chopin and force myself to sleep. Sounds great&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Edit #2:&amp;nbsp;Warm and fuzzy, ahoy! :D.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 07 Jun 2009 01:56:32 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>NIN Vrs. Rick Astley</title>
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  <description>It... actually.. sounds... decent. o_o&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;lj-embed id=&quot;1&quot; /&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 06 Jun 2009 01:18:57 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Sharing More Awesome Art.</title>
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  <description>So.. I started this over at Alladins last Saturday and I&apos;ve been working on it off-and-on for the past week during the evenings when I&apos;m not screaming my head off at WaW&apos;s utterly shittastic game server designs or boiling over work.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It&apos;s Nall again, just.. cooler. Yeah. Pic under the cut.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://i256.photobucket.com/albums/hh194/accelosnow/LightningNall-3.png&quot; /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 03 Apr 2009 02:55:21 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Just another pleasing sketch</title>
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  <description>This one is of one of my oldest characters, Nall Rilanth, who was in the previous D&amp;D game.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Warp tool in Photoshop is made of win. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://i256.photobucket.com/albums/hh194/accelosnow/runicNall-1.png&quot; /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 26 Mar 2009 02:14:05 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Every now and then...</title>
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  <description>... I have an urge to do a milestone picture, which boils down to me putting in as much effort as I can into a piece of artwork just to show how much I&apos;ve improved over the years. Previous years it&apos;s been something like a mural of characters or something really intricate.

This year I decided to do something a bit different using my character from &lt;span class=&apos;ljuser  ljuser-name_dbahamut&apos; lj:user=&apos;dbahamut&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://dbahamut.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://dbahamut.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;dbahamut&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; D&amp;D came named Sebastian Giael. Giael is a lycanthrope who has a passionate distaste and hatred for vampires, and I found that to be a perfect theme to set as this years milestone. Right now, it&apos;s in very simple and messy black/whites inks while I build up the image in my head and figure out how exactly to take that and put it into a digital medium.

For now, though, I really wanted to share this piece because I just.. I love it. Simple as that.
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&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;

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  <pubDate>Sun, 22 Mar 2009 18:21:57 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>This is my happy face!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/accelo/pic/00004ykp/&quot;&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/accelo/pic/00004ykp/s320x240&quot; width=&quot;320&quot; height=&quot;176&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(Scene from Repo: The Genetic Opera, which if you haven&apos;t seen you should. Like. Rly. Best Musical Ever.)</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 01 Jan 2009 05:14:35 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Happy New Years</title>
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  <description>Let&apos;s see if this one&apos;s any different.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Cheers.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://i256.photobucket.com/albums/hh194/accelosnow/2008-12-31-82530.jpg&quot; /&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 05 Dec 2008 03:22:12 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>&amp;lt;--- Truth.</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 22 Oct 2008 12:13:36 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Karne&apos;s true evilness.</title>
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  <description>&lt;a href=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/accelo/pic/0000397q/&quot;&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/accelo/pic/0000397q/s320x240&quot; width=&quot;316&quot; height=&quot;240&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Snapshot of one of AJ&apos;s cats, the beastly Karne (Destroyer of Worlds).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I was amused.</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 23 Sep 2008 01:18:56 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Dear God,</title>
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  <description>21 years and counting, bitch.</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 06 Aug 2008 11:23:54 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Do want. Do want nao.</title>
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  <description>&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.capcom-unity.com/kramez/blog/2008/08/04/dantes_ebony_and_ivory_in_airsoft_form&quot;&gt;http://www.capcom-unity.com/kramez/blog/2008/08/04/dantes_ebony_and_ivory_in_airsoft_form&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fuck yeah.</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 18 May 2008 06:45:06 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Visit the to the brink of theMind, oh Wayward Wanderer.</title>
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  <description>Ramblings ahead.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;What&apos;s hell without a paradise&lt;br /&gt;What&apos;s the night without a day&lt;br /&gt;We would think it&apos;s bright&lt;br /&gt;What&apos;s a fall if we can&apos;t rise&lt;br /&gt;What&apos;s a hero at a play&lt;br /&gt;Without a fool to fight&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But behind my enemy&apos;s eyes&lt;br /&gt;A soul in disguise&lt;br /&gt;Not only lies&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- Vain Glory Opera, by Edguy.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Before you, the reader, proceed any further than the lyrics above - understand this; this article of wandering and loose thoughts is naught more than a work of fiction. It is a theoretical dive into the mind behind the persona I live by, the thoughts and distant dreams, fantasies and aberration of what can be considered the normal parabolic thought process of any mortal, sentient being. These thoughts are rarely spoken, rarely thought, and even artifacts to actual expressed desires. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Should this article make no logical sense, that I can only attribute to how my thoughts wander upon those worlds - how they lift upon wings of faith, desire, emotion, and a twisted case of logic. Should some of it&apos;s content lead you to believe, or perceive, or dream and imagine upon the worlds other than these; then perhaps my works have unlocked a deeper room within your own mind, one where you may find blissful satisfaction, or the deepest horror in which your own being works to your own ruin or salvation - to these hypothetical consequences, only your own soul can testify.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;However, if these words upon code upon thought do sway your belief to be true than I can only smile and find you a most gullible fool, or could this be true, my smile one of satisfaction of your own room of a higher level of the Tower (so to speak) finally unlocking to your discovery? For that, only time can tell, yes? I can just hope this read, if laughable, if insane, if disorienting, or if frightening can bring even the smallest level of entertainment - for writing this piece has done quite a pleasing work in my own mind.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As I sit here, upon a cool, quiet Sunday morning of the 18th day, March, of this year 2008 at 0152 hours - a slight aftertaste of cheap vodka upon my throat, and a small urge to sip from another glass just to allow these words to flow unbidden, unhindered from the barriers erected in protection from thoughts incomprehensible. My mind wanders far and long, touching thousands of individual and unique rails of imagination, of dreams, and quite a few dark and twisted anathemas. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;What anathemas, you ask? Its a seemingly harmless question, one of peaked curiosity defaulted to most individuals participating in the human race; a question in the search for knowledge and discovery to either bring an ending, or open more possibilities and reaches to further pursuit that grand question. Why? Why? Why? As I matured and aged in my small 20, nearly 21!, years of life; I&apos;ve had many a nightmare of Earths, or other worlds, twisted by a dreadful abomination - details that escape my memory and only exist through the terror which they brought upon my consciousness. But, these dreams have brought me to realize that reality is merely an illusion, albeit a very persistent one.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;How so, you ask? Ponder this to me, what if these dreams and illusions are merely doors to pass through to another, unique, and quite real world of it&apos;s own? An English novelist and critic,  Aldous Huxley, once spoke upon a time &quot;There are things known and there are things unknown, and in between are the doors of perception&quot;. As I believe, human beings are limited to a very, very small level of thought and imagination that&apos;s limited by it&apos;s own fear of the unknown - it is a very, very, very common fact that Humans do tend to destroy anything which they cannot believe, understand, or cooperate with in their own existence. What if, during all our rule upon this planet and level of Life, our own fears and misunderstandings hid the very key that we seek to open these doors and discover realties and worlds beyond our own? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Many are passionate in finding more life in the Universe and beyond, however, what if what they seek is merely hidden behind the the very door in which they pass to leave their domicile, work,  or any other gateway? What if the keys to these worlds could be found and the doors to which they unlock breeched and discovered, how would humanity or even the mere individual react to these discoveries? Would they consider it a personification of Hell or Heaven, even if these two  concepts exist beyond Death? A majority of humanity clasp and hold the concept of God, Heaven, Hell, and Sins so firmly to their breasts that these questions and theories set a lethal threat upon their own sanity and they walk on fighting to protect these grand ideas that any other doors, pathways, or gates that exist must surely be locked behind their own subconscious. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In the wild struggle for existance, we want to have something that endures, and so we fill our minds with rubbish and facts, in the silly hope of keeping our place. This behavior must surely set ourselves into a deep slumber in which these concepts and opportunities pass beyond our understanding quickly and fleetingly. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Which in my aimless wandering bring me to Death. Some claim that upon the brink of Death yet brought back upon the world of the living to have seen the Gates of Heaven, or some such rubbish that is similar. To this, I ponder, what if death is the pathway to bring oneself over the breach of the hypothetical wall and enter these new and unique worlds? Which then leads my thoughts upon the caravan trail to the question of &apos;what /is/ beyond life&apos;? Unfortunately, death is claimed and proven to be quite the persistent concept in it&apos;s own right, meaning once you have died; guess what? You&apos;re dead. There are no stories for you to carry back to this reality for all doors slam shut to your gaze. By death, you&apos;ve completed the task of escaping through a broad door beyond into another realm; a realm of which, in a brisk of it&apos;s own self preservation and existence, denies your return to the world in which you&apos;re quite familiar and fond of.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Stephen King once wrote &quot;Go now, there are other worlds than these&quot; in a epic piece of fiction known as The Gunslinger. The speaker, a boy named Jake Chambers, says this to the epic&apos;s main character Roland Deschain before the boy falls to his second death. Note, /second/ death. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This particular series of events once, long ago, sparked my curiosity into Doors. In the novels, the boy Jake Chambers experiences death not once, not twice, but three times - each leading the boy into another, unique world that differed completely from the last, except for the final third death - in which the Author allows Jakes story to drift silently away from the epic at hand. The first time Jake dies, he awakes in a way-station in the middle of the desert of In-World to be discovered and brought along by Roland in his quest to chase down the Man in Black, also known as Walter O&apos;Dimm. During this pursuit, Roland and Jake must pass through a mountain through a series of tunnels and emerge to the other side to continue pursuit. However, due to particular events, Jake dies his second death before the two breech into the side beyond the mountain. At this second death, he awakens back in what he believes to be his own timeline again. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But, as common to the rest of Stephen Kings Dark Tower series - the world he visited was just one of many, revolving around a particular reality they refer to as the Keystone world. This world, the Keystone, had a particular trait that events /happened/ and could not be altered, in this world also existed the true visage of the Rose, an otherworldly representation of The Dark Tower itself.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Our own world could very well be a reflection of this concept, and even more so, possibly accessed and walked from in a very similar matter.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;However, I&apos;m certainly not going to give in to a possibility of false hope. Will you believe the same?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Alas, I had planned to write more here, to let my mind wander in it&apos;s entirety but my body grows weary and my mind dull. Perhaps we shall wander together again, my friend.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For now, I bid thee farewell and pleasant days. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid2&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 23 Mar 2008 06:29:17 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>Living alone sure does blow.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Seriously. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It&apos;s fucking boring.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I spent half an hour earlier this morning throwing hair bands at my ceiling fan. Now I can&apos;t find half of them. &amp;gt;:|&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;God, three more weeks of this shit before &lt;span class=&apos;ljuser  ljuser-name_dbahamut&apos; lj:user=&apos;dbahamut&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://dbahamut.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://dbahamut.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;dbahamut&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; comes back from Germany and I can pester him when I&apos;m bored. And have good, favorable cooking done for me in exchange for chores.. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Did I mention solitary living is fucking boring?</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 20 Feb 2008 14:44:41 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Oh god, I must be dying.</title>
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  <description>Friday&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Decent day, went and saw Jumper with Fixxxer that evening. Began to have a little coughing spell on the way home. Moved the laptop into the living room and vegged on Naruto episodes and giggle. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Saturday. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Coughing fits begin, apparent death noticable. Spent the entire day crippled by massive coughing spells and managed to get mobile enough to go to CVS for cough surpressants. Medicine 01 get: zicam cough max cough supressant, tylenol extra strength quick release gelcaps, airborne. Not feeling any better by nightfall. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tried to make and down tea, ended up puking it back up later that night. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sunday&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Seems like the worst had passed, eased coughs in the am that got worse. Gathered self and went to walmart for more medicine. Medicine 02 get: vicks vapor rub, tylenol extra strength, some cold and cough shit. Got to bed early but woke up sporatically due to cough and cold sweats.  Drank a lot of airborne, tried tea again but puked it back up again. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Monday&lt;br /&gt;Dragged ass to first day of work, miserable and coughy. Cannot smoke because my chest burns if I try to and my entire torso aches and is so stiff.  Go out with Jeremy and AJ for dinner, then Walgreens for more medicine afterwards. Medicine 03 get; MucinexDM, Nyquil. Pass-the-fuck-out that night, still wake up during the night with coughing. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tuesday&lt;br /&gt;More coughing, more misery, more pain, willing to sell soul for new lungs. Got no sleep during the night, apologies to the roomies... Mustve kept someone up all night with my coughing. Excessive night sweats, coughing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Wenesday&lt;br /&gt;Still alive, barely? Called in sick, turned around and called to disregard that and dragged half dead self to work. Couldn&apos;t sleep the previous night at all with the coldsweats and coughing. Really hating life right now, still can&apos;t smoke without burning pain in the chest. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;That is all for now =-= *kaff*</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 11 Feb 2008 02:48:52 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>Do I, like, radiate an aura of Fuck OFF or something? It&apos;s been a bit loney since I got back from FC. -_-;</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 22 Jan 2008 08:58:09 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Leaaaavin&apos; on a jet plane.</title>
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  <description>Yeah, Wenesday I&apos;m flyin&apos; out to California for a week and I won&apos;t be back until fuckoff early Tuesday morning. Goin&apos; out there to visit a couple good buddy&apos;s and have some laughs and apparently this place called &quot;In and Out&quot; that serves hamburgers blessed by Buddy Jesus himself, get a tour of LA and San Fran and try not to get raped at either location.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ooookay.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yeah, so the 23rd until the  28th.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;RE; Conan game&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;ll miss this Wenesday&apos;s game, but since it&apos;ll be more working out the combat kinks I&apos;ll just have Sean or get one of you guys to give me a rundown. Sorry about missin&apos; the session, but I&apos;ll be around for the next one!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Update more on the fly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Laters.</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 04 Jan 2008 07:29:25 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Zombiez are a&apos;comin.</title>
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  <description>&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.justsayhi.com/bb/zombie&quot; style=&quot;color: #fff; text-decoration: none; display: block; width: 385px; height: 209px; padding-top: 35px; background: url(http://assets.justsayhi.com/badges/513/478/zombie.0srw1cgxmu.jpg) no-repeat; font-family: Times New Roman, sans-serif; font-size: 60px; text-align: center;&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;display: block;&quot;&gt;79%&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Good enough for me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/accelo/pic/00002a52/&quot;&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/accelo/pic/00002a52&quot; width=&quot;300&quot; height=&quot;225&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 22 Dec 2007 01:42:40 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>December 21st</title>
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  <description>Hi you watchers =X&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m currently in South Carolina right now for a week or so, and well, this sucks DX&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;See, with my new laptop and my grandpa&apos;s mobile home.. there&apos;s electricity bleeding over from the power lines to the phone line. He&apos;s got dailup, which with my old laptop worked fine with but with my new one it won&apos;t connect to the internet while the computer&apos;s power plug is plugged in. So I can only do internet when I&apos;m running off the battery.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This sucks!!! ;_;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;On the plus side, minorly, I get to see my parents for a while and cool down from problems... oh, I can hang out with all of like two friends I had up here too.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I kinda already wanna go back to Tally. =X&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Greenwood is like if you took Tallahassee from Appalache Parkway and Capital Circle intersection down to Appalache and Park (or whatever that damn shortcut is called past the walmart going out of town is called) and make it a town with a movie theatre and a deserted mall.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It. Sucks.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I can&apos;t wait to be back ;_;</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 04 Dec 2007 22:20:02 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>December 04th</title>
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  <description>Just an update and some brain spillage ahead.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m still waiting on my Mustang to get fixed, and thankfully the fellow who was working on it received a rear bumper assembly that apparently was in some sort of condition where he flat out told me this; &quot;I&apos;m not going to put that on your car, hell, I&apos;m not even keeping this bumper in the shop. A new one&apos;s coming in tomorrow, should be done by Wednesday.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kudos to you, I approve of that. I forgot to ask him about the front and mufflers though, I guess it&apos;ll be brought up when I go to inspect the final work on my ride.. 9.9&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In other matters, I&apos;m eagerly waiting for the end of January so I can go visit Ikari over in California for a week. Planes gonna be a bit.. nerve-wrecking to get on by myself this time, but oh well, I&apos;ll manage. Christmas break is coming up fairly soon and I&apos;ll be off to South Carolina for a week and some days to keep my parents up there and not coming down here and having a heart attack at some of the wildness that happens here. Old people, sheesh.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;My Saturdays are gonna be more free now, I&apos;ve decided upon recent sessions to quit the D&amp;amp;D game I was part of for the last few months. It was running pretty good for starts, but then the other players seemed to start getting more interested in shinannigans then actually advancing the /time sensitive/ plot and just pushing it to the last minute while wasting a whole lot of game-time doing nearly out-of-character funny, in their own minds, activities that really had little to do with anything that was going on. I can only take so many repeated events like a shark into a bag. If they want to show that off to every Hank and Harry that walks by - more power to them, I&apos;m not interested.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Even more-so, the DM decided to bring the characters to the next world which ended up turning me away on the first impression with the setting it had. I was interested in the story until a certain event, then when things started to fall into funny I started to lose interest because nothing was getting done or when it did get done it was too quick and too frenzied for me as a player to really get into what was going on. That was another problem that was completely on my end, I&apos;m completely a think-on-your-feet-as-a-character failure and my social ineptitude really hindered me getting too engrossed in what was going on.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I don&apos;t blame the DM really, but there could&apos;ve been a little more control at the table - but it is his game and if he wants to run it that way, more power to him. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;At any rate, I could bitch and offend a bit more, but I&apos;m gonna cut it loose because that&apos;s just what I needed to get off my chest again. I&apos;m not naming anyone, but the folks know who they are.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It&apos;s a pity, now that I&apos;ve quit the game&apos;s gonna get serious and plot-motivated again. I just know it. :P&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Well, that&apos;s it for now I suppose. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I do want my car back nows. :(</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 19 Nov 2007 23:13:13 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Well FUCK.</title>
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  <description>So, I was having a fantastic day at work. Nothing to terribly bad about it...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Until I started driving home.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Today, A Cadillac Escalade slammed it breaks down infront of me and I slammed down to keep from rear-ending the motherfucker, look back just in the right moment to see a Toyota Corolla come screeching to...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;WHAM.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Rear end me. -_-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yay for a fantastic finalization to day, yeah?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://www.snowmew.net/DSC01120.jpg&quot; /&gt; Here&apos;s the rear end damage...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://www.snowmew.net/DSC01121.jpg&quot; /&gt; And the front end where the impact slammed me forward into the Escalade&apos;s trailer hitch.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Oh yeah, that Escalade drove off.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;d like to kill him. Slowly.</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 26 Oct 2007 02:56:46 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Definately selling laptop..</title>
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  <description>Here&apos;s the craigslist I threw up just to get better chances..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://tallahassee.craigslist.org/sys/459898108.html&quot;&gt;http://tallahassee.craigslist.org/sys/459898108.html&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And cross-posted below&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;15.4&quot; WUXGA LCD Screen (VERY nice resolution)&lt;br /&gt;Intel Pentium 4 3.4ghz Processor&lt;br /&gt;1GB Dual channel DDR 400mhz (512mb x 2)&lt;br /&gt;256MB ATi Mobility 9800 8x AGP Video Card&lt;br /&gt;80GB Hard drive&lt;br /&gt;8x CD/DVD Burner&lt;br /&gt;Internal Wireless&lt;br /&gt;12-cell battery, but it&apos;s got low life, recommended always having it plugged in for the most performance.&lt;br /&gt;Windows XP Pro SP2&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Comes with:&lt;br /&gt;XPS logo carrying backpack&lt;br /&gt;All the needed software; restore disks, operating system, driver disks.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Very decent gaming laptop, cannot run too many of the newer games but games like Half-Life or Counter-Strike it runs fine. Bought for 2,800$.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m askin&apos; 600$ for it, and I&apos;ll definitely clean it up and reformat/fix it up so it runs practically new for friends. She&apos;s a good laptop, honest, I just bitch &apos;cause it doesn&apos;t do some of the things that *I* particularly want to do, but that&apos;s all said and done now that I&apos;ve upgraded my desktop.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;d really like to sell this to a good home, and quick, &apos;cause I&apos;ve got a tablet PC waiting for me next for a fairly good deal from where I work. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Let me know if anyone&apos;s interested, please. &amp;lt;3</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 17 Oct 2007 22:03:04 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Ponderponder.</title>
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  <description>I&apos;ve been pondering on selling my laptop off to upgrade over to a tablet pc. &amp;gt;.&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It&apos;s a Dell XPS, Gen 1 with the following specs..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Dell Inspirion XPS Gaming Laptop&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;15.4&quot; WUXGA LCD Screen&lt;br /&gt;1GB Dual channel DDR 400mhz&lt;br /&gt;256MB ATi Mobility 9800 8x AGP Video Card&lt;br /&gt;80GB Harddrive&lt;br /&gt;8x CD/DVD Burner&lt;br /&gt;Internal Wireless&lt;br /&gt;12-cell battery, but it&apos;s got low life, recoomended always having it plugged in&lt;br /&gt;Windows XP Pro SP2&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Overall it&apos;s a decent gaming machine, won&apos;t run too many of the newer games but it runs Half Life 2 and such like that pretty decently.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyones interest piqued?</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 01 Oct 2007 02:00:31 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>More Rantbrainmeats.</title>
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  <description>So, so, so...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Things have happened, things will happen, and things may happen. What, who, where, whom? I dunno, honestly. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;ve been teetering on the edge of a razor blade with someone, and much to my dislike - any attempt to fix why I&apos;m teetering ends up futile because the fix just warps itself back into the problem! It&apos;s a less than pleasing series of events, I tell ya that.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Remember that rant awhile back where I couldn&apos;t talk to someone? Well, I&apos;m in a particular event and stuff happens and things become thoughts, and thoughts become questions, and well.. After TWO talks about it, I still -cannot- talk to that person about the game. It&apos;s.. infuriating. I can understand forgetting about it once, but being absent minded that you /still/ continue to do it? C&apos;mon dude. If I can&apos;t talk about it outside of the game, then why the hell play? I can&apos;t get any sort of information gathered off what happened in it because I get ignored. -.-&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There&apos;s a shitload, and I do mean shitload, that I could go on with about this person, but you guys don&apos;t need to be dragged into that.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;On the flip side, found out my problems with my car aren&apos;t what I thought they were. Apparently the battery, starter, and alternator are completely fine so I need to take it to the Ford dealership sometime and have them look over the electrical systems to see if there&apos;s a problem there. It has to be..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And I&apos;m going to be going out more, some inter-personal drama demands it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*swish-swish*</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 23 Sep 2007 02:39:50 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Birthday</title>
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  <description>My birthday was good, That is all &amp;lt;3&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(Sept 22, 20 years)</description>
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